Hit The Restart Button

Wednesday, 22 April 2015

Sunday, 19 April 2015, 20:17, I’m bored and jobless. Not to mention I currently have no access to any form of Internet! So, I don’t know when I’m going to have the luxury to post this.

But let’s talk about yesterday. Yesterday seemed like any other (jobless) day – at least that’s what I thought. I woke up around 10 without an alarm, ate something, went to the library in town to apply for jobs and upload my YouTube video. But, the library that I went to doesn't have WiFi and all types of social Medias are blocked on their computer. So instead of feeling bad on the way home for having done nothing, I went to the book aisle. I know, me, reading a book? I can’t believe it too! I figured if I got a book I’ll feel less guilty for not achieving anything that day. And before I know it, I’m already strolling down the fiction and romance section. Nothing really caught my eye there, so I kept searching until I stumbled upon a book called "How To Make Money With Your Blog" by Duanne Forrester and Gavin Powell. I've only read 80+ pages so far but it has opened my eyes to so many things, and I woke up with so many ideas today. That book has pretty much inspired me to start blogging again. I'm pretty much going to delete, change and tweak almost everything on my blog.

The past few months I've been feeling sorry for myself. I felt like such a big nuisance. I still do sometimes. How can I not? Every so often I feel like I’m the only person in our family who doesn't really know which path to take. Most people my age are full of hopes & dreams. I remember being just like that too. But somewhere along the job hunting and studying something I like (but not passionate about), depression and homesickness – I lost myself! Wow, so dramatic! I'm serious, though!

I’m so sick and tired of feeling useless so I decided to challenge myself to find that young, hopeful, energetic, creative and ambitious person I used to be. Kicking it off by doing the things I’m interested in and restoring this blog. I know starting over can be very daunting. But I do believe it’s about time.

Muchos besos,

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